Ok,this is a non fictional storyline.So,dont take too seriouse about it ok people!!!Now,why CHARLIE?
As far as i remember,we were strangers with only exchanging smilles and looks.To be frank,we actually had "known"each other for a few moments in certain times and days in a week or a month..ok..few months!!wow,sounds confusing here,arent we?We never talked nor have a real cup of coffee together.But,we do communicate thru our smiles and the way he look..(awwwwww)@~@..hehe..pretty sounds weird or maybe naughty here,but heck,as i say,this is just another chapter in everyone journeys right??not only happen to me!
Then,we dint seen each other for nearly 2 months and i do miss him a lot.I was wondering if he do still remember me or had he forgotten about me..A lot of things come to my mind for few months about him..wondering whats his name..and his personality..makes me ponder a lot and i find it,sometimes,that why i ask too much question and most of the question is all about HIM!!?The most headache question is"AM I FALLING TO HIM????"now,that is out of my mind!i mean,come on!IN LOVE WITH A STRANGER????????YOU'VE GOT TO BE CRAZY!!
Well,surprisingly,we eventually meet again(nah,not going to tell you when and how..)hihihi...and this time,we're not ony exchanging smiles and looks..but,our phone numbers as well!!!OMG!!!!!!!Honestly,i am so happy and thrilled,because i thought he would forgotten bout me..i mean,when he look at me,those eyes of him is full of question..i might be wrong..but i know he is when he did actually told me that he was wondering am i the girl that sit in the corner and ...(the rest is private and confidential)..fulamak,konon!!!hahah!
Its been awhile now,and its kinda complicated how i should explain our"relationship"is..(yeah,we are together..)but,its hard for us,in term of..oh well,as i say,really hard to explain..ill put it this way,maybe for some who knew bout this,we call it"forbidden love"...oopss..sounds traumatised and crucial huh??well,we do really develope our muture likings to love now,slowly(i hope)..and there are actually a lot circumtances that we have to deal and face it(sooner or later)..oh,makes me pening kepala when i think about it..
Anyway,about his personality..this is what i have to say..
C-CHARMING
H-HUMOUR
A-ASTONISHING
R-RELIABLE
L-LOVING
I-INDEPENDANT
E-ENTHUASISME
I like his everything,especially the way he makes me laugh and those stupid jokes that really sounds ridicoulas!!haha!He is full of energy and he charms in every moves he made..he got the vibes and hypes..he knows how to deal with certain things.he is sexy in his own way,he is a bit childish in a man"s body,he ease me thru his hug when i feel down or im sad(even i dint told him)..he is hardworking,very ethuasists in whats his doing,the passion he put and the effort he shows(even thou its damn tiring!).sometimes i feel so heart wreaching when seeing him been so tired and yet need to do what he supposed to do..
Anyway,i know he doesnt have a choice,and i understand he try his best to be with me.Its so hard for him to be in the middle sometimes,as well as i too.You know,its just like"ROMEO AND JULIET"...but,this is much much more than that..
All in all,im waiting for a miricle happen to us~and wish the best for him.Pray that his dreams will come true.Afterall,he is my bass guitarist sweetheart..i love him for who he is,not what he is,and my sincere blessings and prayers always goes to him..
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