THE HOT STUFF.

This is what i think,or,my point of view..

1.Look into a woman's eyes-Thats a simple but HOT steps that will make us tremble if you do that guys!!
2.Guys smiling at us(especially when your on stage playing with a band..) -Thats HOT!!
3.Girls,we do feel HOT when we flaunt our hair and walk confidently in the public right??with a nice dress or smart attire,high heels,your fave frangrance on~need i say more???
4.Guys,youre HOT when your TALL AND HUNKY!!(duhh..as i say,that is my opinion..)
5.Girls,we are HOT when we know GUYS looking at us,especially on the dancefloor!!
6.CHOCOLATE is HOT!so does WINE and having a nice spa together..
7.Guys,do you know that we do find you extremly HOT when you can cook or helping us a bit in the household and seeing you sweat???..and just wear nothing but only a short!!!!(ok,ok,just kidding.hihi)
8.Girls are really HOT with a sexy nightdress during our bedtime,dont we girls???
9.A naughty pillow fight(sort of)is HOT ~when you realise your man,actually have a 'childish side'when he play with you!!
10.Last but not least~FRENCH KISS IS DAMN HOT!!!(only with the person you love of course.)

Well,i REPEAT~This is my opinion ONLY!~

5 HOURS VALENTINES.

..The time is 10pm,suddenly my sony ericsson rang."Hi,Mel.Im downstairs now.You can come out now".
"ok"i replied as i took my hand bag and press the lift and went to the lobby.
There he was,standing there with a smile in his face.."gosh,since when he become that CHARMING???"This is what my first thought when i saw him that night.
"Hey,you wouldnt mind if we take a taxi?will you still going out with me if i take you out with a taxi?"I was stunned when he asked me this!"WHY NOT??"and i can see his eyes really brighten up..
So,we went to the local club..had drinks and listen to the band singing..we chat and exchange stupid jokes and we laughed..like any couples in the club,we were not lovers,not even couples.He is just a mutual friend of mine,and we were being introduced few months back by my friend.He is a tall guy,tan skin with a clean cut image.He is certainly the guy- next-door that you really like to hang out with.
As the music goes,we were like being in love..we dance slightly,just a slow move, we were too immersed looking at each other eyes to realise its not a sentimental song the band is playing.Then all of sudden,i can feel a warmth touch around my waist,he hug me and we dance while looking at each other eyes and smile.It was a wonderful moment at that point,we barely talk.We've been silent throughout that time...We communicate thru our eyes and seems like the exchanging of our smiles make the whole atmosphere feel even more calm,nice and romantic.A world just between me and him-and no one else.
...'happy valentines day,people!!!!"while the DJ wished everyone in the club,he tilt up my head...and that was the most beautiful kiss in my whole life..
"HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.."he converse it in chinese..we smiled at each other..the time is 2.30am.The club is going to close,and i realise we dance and celebrate our first time valentines day till the club is close!
He,a plain man with a charming smile.Doesnt even have a car by his own,took me for a beautiful date on this day with a TAXI~Is still not my boyfriend nor we are couples.We remain friends as he will be going off to another part of this world to continue his studies..Even we have the mutual likings for each other since the first day we've met,but it seems that destiny is yet to make us into one.Well,time will tell.
As for that night,it was a memorable sweet and romantic valentines,even thou its only a short while,but,i will remember that for all of my life~AFTER ALL,HE WAS MY 5 HOURS VALENTINO..

TO BE AN ARTIST

I like to perform since i was a little,be it in singing or dancing.I can say that,performing is part of my life and i live my life for that.Well,long before i know and realise WHAT I WANT TO BE,i was actually dont have the GUTS to step out and make my dreams come true.My journey for 6 years(again,this is before i decided to step out)as a hairstylist,netherless to say,i learned to know certain type of things that indirectly bring the good and the bad effects in my life.Even i do know and realise that i do actually wasted my dreams for 6 years,BUT,the journey that ive been thru for the past 6 years was really a mixture of happiness as well as bitterness to me.And it makes me stronger and grew up to be in more control of myself,especially in making a decision;judgement on peoples views and the way we should love and being loved in community.Hence,its a more than a lesson taught to me rather than just a plain "girl-next-door"story..
I was never been apart from my arts and performance,be it on singing,dancing,drama,debating,public speaking,short drama,story telling,poems,several beauty pagents and even been invited to ASTRO chinese talk show 3 years back!Well,its not only the terrific experience i had but also i learn a lot from these exposure.From catwalking to how to carry yourself like an elegant lady,the arts of communication,when you should keep quite when you have to and when to voice out.PSSSSTTTTT-ITS A GIRL'S THING!!you know what im saying??please dont get me wrong,its not all about gossiping or talking bout someones back!What i meant is,as a woman,we should know how to carry ourself confidently,as an elegant,charming,up to date lady!!Especially in this era!
As an aspiring artist,looks is just another subject,which can only help us or push us just for a certain level.Sadly to say that its still a major concern to the local industry here(i might be wrong,please pardon me if i do)but i believe that to be on the top and really be different from others,or to survive in this industry.You're not only need to be different BUT also be"knowledgeable and also presentable"an ALL ASPECTS in this industry,and it takes a lot of DICIPLINE,DETERMINATION AND SACRIFICE to reach your dreams.Even its not a Gurantee that you will be on top.But hey,at least you had tried your very very best.(OR DO YOU???)I find a lot of young people especially give too much excuses(which i also used to be once upon a time in china!!hahah!!)So,if you ask me who am i just to give advises since im just a "nothing or nobody"now,i would say
that,because i learn my mistakes,wasted my 6 long years and dont have the guts to step my first foot out in this line.I hope my experience will tell you indirectly that you shouldt be afraid to step forward,to be what you want to be.Go for the strive and be brave enough to experince the road.It will help you in buliding yourself esteem and dont let other people or afraid of what will your surrondings say about you-they will not give you YOUR FUTURE.BUY YOU HOUSE OR GIVE YOU MONEY!YOU DECIDE YOUR OWN FUTURE.Stay away from people that give you a shrug when you said you want to be an artist-cause it wont help you to acheived what your desire.Some people tend to say this"what???!!!aiyo,industry line ha???be an artist ha??dont want lah,,not good one leh.."My friend,its not the entertaiment industry that makes a person bad BUT its oneself ATTITUDE!!If you know how to carry yourself well,nothing will happen..even if it does,what do you care??get what i meant?
So,to all my insipirng artist wannabe friends.DONT GIVE UP!!LETS DO IT TOGETHER!!GAMBATEH!!!

MY OLD GRANDAD

This is my darling grandad.He was a japanese second world war survivor and still have the red marks on his lower abdominal left by those japanese.And he doesnt look like a 87 year old grandpa,huh?
My kong kong(means grandpa in Hokkien) used to be a cook during the japanese time and he still know how to cook,on his own,till this day!!!Of course,just a simplier dish now compare to those golden years.When i went back and visit him this year during chinese new year,i looked at him very CAREFULLY and really STARE at him!Hahaha!
"Why you look at me like that ar?..."as he smiles at me..
"Nie ar,how old are you now ha?kong kong forgotten liao lah.Last time i
remember you were still wearing the school uniforms ar..with your specs and
short hair.....How come you grow so fast ha??"You can see his face full of question and at the same time you can see his smile with satisfactions.As if he is pleased with something..And i just know what he is happy about.
"Ah kong,im old enough to be a mother loh!Maybe you can become a great grand
pa dy loh!Good also ma i grow up this fast...ah kong,you want to see me married
early ha???"
You can hear the house echoed with my darling ah kong's laugh and this is what he told me,that i will always remember...
......................."Nie ar,ah kong would prefer you to stay single rather than you being unhappy marry to some scumbag.."...as he look straight to my eyes.
"I would not die in peace if somebody treats my baby ah nie like a trash..Promise
me that you will be always wise and open your eyes wide enough before you decide
to get married ok.."
Ah kong,your words of love and concern will always stays on my mind...Dont worry about it...Love you..

YOUNG AND DANGEROUSE.

Why i choose this topic?well,as we grew older and older,we do certainly look back in those days when we were young.i mean,REALLY YOUNG!Dont get me wrong here.Well,lets start with during my childhood days.I was quite a tomboy,being the only girl in the clan(before all my little cousin girl s were born),i used to climbed those rambutan trees and be a monkey!I mean,a REAL MONKEY!How??Let say,you climb one of the branches and hanging upside down and swing!Its true!I can do that back then!!Hahahaha!!You can just imagine how my late grandmother will chasing me and try to wheck me when she finds out.
The other incident that i still remember when i was a kid is another DARING AND DANGEROUSE one.You see,i like"baby chicken"(thats what i call them..hehe)since i was small,they are very soft,adorable and innocent.Before i start my kindergarden school,i sometimes will follow and help my late grandmother to her farm.Watch her how she plant her veges,feed her chickens.etc.Its a "farm-cum-forest paradise"to me.So,indirectly,this will also lead those monitor lizards(biawak),wild cats,phytons,squirrels to enter my grandmother's kingdom!We will know if those chicken is in danger,they will make a strange sounds.So,one day,they did make a strange sounds in the early evening.Without any fears.i went and have a look.And there is this big monitor lizard swallowing my baby chickens!!!!!Can you just imagine how mad am i at that time??!!So i took a parang and chased that stupid killer!He ran and ran(so does my grandmom after she saw me took the parang-she got shock actually.)Guess what happen?I throw my parang at him(coz its quite a distant between us)and.....it did HIT THAT STUPID LIZARD JUST RIGHT ABOVE HIS NECK!!And of course he did try to run away(told you this is a STUPID LIZARD).Then,it is my late grandmother that use her own parang to chop his head off(with my poor baby chicken still on his mouth).AGAIN,my late grandmother was too shock to see what happen,not because of the monitor lizard BUT because of ME,chasing a big biawak while holding a parang and yet throw the parang at the lizard and it flew and hit its neck...!!!HAHAHAHAH~~
Well,these is just some of the"YOUNG AND DANGEROUSE"part that ive been thru during my younger childhood days.Thats why i have a lot of scars all over my body.HEHEHEHE.But above all the memories i have,the one that i still miss and treasure most is my LATE GRANDMOTHER,MDM.WONG SIE SWAN....AMAH,I MISS YOU A LOT...

MOTHER'S WARMTH TOUCH

MUM'S LOVE.

This picture was taken when i went to LIMBAWANG,SABAH,having a holiday with my family.Its been whole 7 years since i left my hometown,everytime i came back,i see my parents getting older and older...Im very much"manja"with my mum,even till now,we will held our hands everywhere we go.And everytime at the airport when i want to come back to KL,there surely have choking tears and long hugs from my family,especially my mum.
......"Take care of yourself ha,dont sakit sakit(get sick)again ha.Be careful whenever and whatever youre doing."......This is what my mum will always advice me..She will always call me"ANGEL"whenever sms-ing me.And makes my heart melt whenever she call me that,because i used to be a rascal once.haha!But i guess you learn your lessons and people do change huh?For those who have their own problems with your parents,just a piece of advice from me.DO NOT ABONDENT THEM,EVEN HOW HARSH THEIR ADVICE IS,BECAUSE SOMETIMES THEY NEED TO BE CRUEL IN ORDER TO BE NICE ON YOU.This is what had i experienced.Parents wont be at your side forever.Hold their hands while you have the chance...