FOODS OF THOUGHTS.

HERBAL CHICKEN SOUP~reminds me of mums care and loves thru out those years.
FRESH CANE JUICE~reminds me of dads warmth care besides his though looks.
SIMPLE FRIED RICE WITH ONLY BEATEN EGGS~reminds me of my quite but humble brother.

SANDWHICH WITH TUNAS AND TOMATOES~reminds me of those friendship that bonds together.
CURRY FISH HEAD~reminds me of my housemates that are so crazy but yet so friendly.
KFC~reminds me of my buddies in central market...you know who you are!
MEE KICAP~reminds me of someone special in my life~Isaacz...


Its short and simple but bring a lot of memories and lovely impact in my life!

Another Funny Incident..

"So Mel,you all still live on the tree ar?"Mr.Funnyman.

<<<...-o-...>>>me.

"Eh,then,there got shooping complex like here in KL or not?"Miss Innocent.

<<<...*0*...>>>me.

"Mel,if you all want to go out buy things how ar??have to across the jungle ha?"Mr.Curiouse.

<<<...o~O...>>>me.

GUYS!!!GIVE ME A BREAK LAH!!!!SOMEBODY PLS HELP ME TO EXPLAIN TO THEM THAT WE HAVE CUTE GUYS WHO DRIVE SPORT CAR LIKE RX8 OR FERRARI THERE,AND HAVE A HUGE MANSION TWICE THE SIZE OF A FOOTBALL FIELD,,AND WE GURLS,DO SHOOPING THERE!!sob...sob.....paning suda kepla sia ni,,,aduii.....paling paling pun bacalah geograpi ka,indak jua kamu tanya pasal kita ani ,macamlah kita ni masih lagi dalam zaman paleolitik,,,,kasian kamu....adehhh...

SIA URANG SABAH@LABUAN@M-A-L-A-Y-S-I-A!!

"YOU DONT LOOK LIKE CHINESE..."

"ARE YOU MIX?"

"...I KNOW YOU ARE NOT PURE CHINESE?"

"...SO,YOURE MALAYSIAN..??"

"YOUR NAME JUST MELANIE TAN?NOTHING ELSE AFTER TAN???YOURE NOT ONLY CHINESE BLOOD,ARE YOU?"

"...YOURE LATIN AMERICAN?"

"ARE YOU MIX WITH PHILIPINE?"....

"..YOU HAVE TAN SKIN....I ASSUME YOU MIX WITH BRAZILLIAN BLOOD????"..

These are the question that were bombarded to me everytime and they almost asked the same questions.I was so surprised when some do actually said that i dont look like malaysian and more into pan asia with tan(oh,im proud of my skin!!)coloured skin!I didnt expect more shocking than this thou..I was checking a local resort in LANGKAWI and this cute chinese girl talk english with me..

"WELCOME TO *********RESORT.MAY I HELP YOU,MISS?"

Of course as usual,i tell her i had book my room and the procedures goes on.BUT,before she asked for my IC.There she goes,talking to her other co-workers in chinese,about me.(without realising that i can speak chinese,canton,hokkien and hakka..*0*)

This is how the conversation goes between the cute chinese girl and one of her co-worker.

"wei,you see,she got a very funny name lah.MELANIE.sounds like a mermaid."cute chinese girl

"dont complain lah,do work lah,after she understand then you die,then you know!"girl B.
"haiya,i dont think she is malaysian lah..look like a philipine dont know mix with what aliien blood,so dark her skin ..see her eyes so big.."...I was angry when she comment bout me in that unfriendly way..but i keep cool and i act like i dont know what they are saying..i just smile at them..

So,the cute chinese girl continue,"see,told you already lor,she dont understand one...she smile or what at us..."

As soon as she asked for my IC,i know this is my chance that i will "bomb"her.So,i begin to talk in CHINESE with them!!!

"Oh,thankyou for your compliment just now.I dont know the staff here are so"friendly"enough to make such a good comment bout my big eyes and my race mix with alien blood.And may i know who is your manager please?I want to make a report and give you a "good"credit."

She and her friend,of course,was so surprised and keep on apologized.But if you were me at that point,you will definitely feel so angry because you were being"mocked"in very racist way.And mind you,the way they talk in chinese is different from what i had transelate and make it short here.

And the Manager comes,and i did complain,but i did told the manager not to fired that cute chinese girl..(im not that evil enough...*0*).You know what i get than?I get free 2 night stay at the resort!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH!!!

...This is what i told the cute chinese girl and the rest before i went up the lift.....

"Im chinese and of course im mix.BUT not with alien blood.Im from Labuan@sabah,and im proud of it.."

FASHION+MUSIC@URBANNATIC

THIS IS A FASHION SHOW WHICH I WERE POTRAY A SEXY AND WILD TIGERESS.

DEAR DAZZLE@URBANNATIC

Im not your type of model who have a slim and slunt body and doing the runaway show for events or so.BUT I had made my way to this far,so f-a-r.Im Melanie,im a aspiring wanabe artist/actress/model.IM MELANIE AND IM A SURVIVOR.

ENJOY THE SHOW!

KERINDUAN YANG MEMERITKAN...

Senja menanti sang kasih menjelma,
Air mata mengalir derus tak kemana,
Hati yang terkias terlalu sengsara,
Saban hari setiap detik memikirkan kita berdua..

Gelora di jiwa makin berkencang,
Aura rindu makin berkembang,
Antara dunia fantasi dan realiti,
Cinta nostalgia telah menjadi harmoni.

Segalanya berputik di masa lalu,
Sayang selasih bermula di masa bertemu,
Bagai api membara bah nyiur yang suci,
Eratnya suara hati tanpa bisikan janji.

Puisi tangisan dalam mimpi kahyalan,
Rimba kemesraan masih segar dalam ingatan,
Saujana hari masih menunggu tak berakhiran,
Hati terpendam tapi membawa harapan.

Mahligai berdua terus di tikai,
Walau berat sang hati untuk mencapai,
Arus tak berbunyi si dia makin menyepi,
Serba salah membunuh cinta hingga ke tepi.

Nun merak telah pun berbunga,
Hasrat lafazan cinta telah berjaya,
Ciuman Sang kasih menetap di jiwa,
Melangkah mempelai asyiknya bersama.

Kisah rindu bah tangisan tersedu,
Akhirnya keperitan,datangnya madu,
Belaian manisan telah diberi,
Tambahnya senyuman penuh berseri.

STATE OF CONFUSION.

Many things that is not so perfect ,but yet so wonderful...

Those athmosphere that soften my mind and soul..

The rainbows that fallen right after the fall..

Mountains that stand handsomely covers my sorrow...

I wonder how it will be like...

To let the cool breeze rumbling my body...

While im drowning in the state of unclearity...

And the smells of oozing sharp pain...

Pierce thru much more into my sensibility..

The burden of facts that im carried..

Making me merry-go-round and its hurt...

Puzzle me on sometimes whenever its merge...

Wish this mystery disappear just like a dirt...

Wonderful are they who came to my life...

Beautify my world with roses and wine...

Ever lasting bond that cherish forever...

Prayers to them always by our Lord Saviour...

Magical touch of wisdom...

Tantalizing every corner of the space...

Even the stars are shine are so seldom...

But yet stood still to support its place...

Star light star bright...

The first star i see tonight...

I wish i may i wish i might...

To have this confusion shone by the light...

A TRIBUTE TO BABY ANGEL..

AN ANGELIC FACE..
BRIGHT EYED WITH THE SWEETEST SMILE..


SLEEP BABY SLEEP...
WHILE WARM TOUCH OF LOVING HANDS CRADDLE YOU..
SLEEP BABY SLEEP..
EVEN THE MORNING DEW RISE ITS SMELLS AND SHINE UPON YOU..
SLEEP BABY SLEEP..
FEEL THE RYTHEM OF VOICES OF THOSE ANGELICS SING..

SLEEP BABY SLEEP..
FEEL THE BREEZE THAT SOOTH YOUR LITTLE BODY..
SLEEP BABY SLEEP..
UNLOCK YOUR HEART AND WELCOME THE SENERITY..
SLEEP BABY SLEEP...
THE STARLIGHT WILL BRING YOU FARAWAY BUT PEACE...

SLEEP BABY SLEEP...
MAMA WILL ALWAYS BE HERE WITH YOU...
SLEEP BABY SLEEP..
PAPA WILL ALWAYS STAND FOR YOU..
SLEEP BABY SLEEP...
NO MORE TEARS NO MORE FEARS..
SLEEP BABY SLEEP....
WE WILL REUNITE AGAIN IN HEAVENLY PEACE..


YOUR EMBRACE WILL ALWAYS STAY ETERNITY...HERE IN OUR HEART..
MAY YOU REST IN PEACE,DARLING ANGEL...

NUMBER 21

WHEN I WAS 21,

I JUST LEARN HOW TO BE A LADY..

PLAYING MAKEUPS,THONG MY HAIRS AND DRESSING PRETTY.

WHEN I WAS 21,

I JUST LEARN HOW TO BE SEXY..

CATWALK CONFIDENTLY,SWAY MY HAIR AND MY BODY.

WHEN I WAS 21,

I LEARN HOW TO BE AN ENTREPEUNER...

TALK THRU MY EYES AND USING MY BRAIN.

WHEN I WAS 21,

I LEARN HOW TO BE A COOK..

FROM HOMEMADE COOKINGS TO MEDDITERANNIAN FOODS.

WHEN I WAS 21,

I LEARN HOW TO BE A GIRLFIREND..

TO LOVE AND BEING LOVED EVEN THRU THE RAIN.

WHEN I WAS 21,

I LEARN HOW TO BE A FRIEND..

TO LEND A SHOULDER AND MY PAIR OF EARS.

WHEN I WAS 21,

I LEARN HOW TO BE AN ARTIST..

PAINT MY HEART WITH SONGS AND NOT BY JUSTICE.

WHEN I WAS 21,

I LEARN HOW TO BE A DAUGHTER..

DEVOTE,RESPONSIBLE AND BRINGS LAUGHTER.

WHEN I WAS 21,

I LEARN HOW TO BE A LEARNER..

LIFES ASPECTS AND EVERYTHINGS CORNER.

THAT WAS...WHEN I WAS 21..

NOW,6 YEARS HAD GONE..

AND 21..

IS STILL SOMETHING TO PONDERS ON..

MISSING

MISSING..

ITS MORE THAN JUST ITS WORD..

MISSING...

IS MORE THAN HOW IT SPELLED..

MISSING..

ITS A EMOTIONAL THING..

MISSING..

IT CAN BRING OTHER MEANINGS..

MISSING..

IT CAN BE TRUE TO ITSELF..

MISSING..

IT CAN BE HURT TO ONESELF TOO..

MISSING..

IS SOMETHING BEYOND YOUR CONTROL..

MISSING..

ITS SOMETHING THAT MAKES YOU BLOW..

MISSING...

ITS A MAGICAL MOMENT IN OUR LIVES...

MISSING..

IS A EMOTIONAL FLAWS IN OUR HEART..

MISSING...

IT SHOWS ITS GREATNESS IN YOU AND ME..

MISSING..

IS SOMETHING YOU WILL ALWAYS WANT IT TO BE...

MISSING......YOU..

CHARLIE

Ok,this is a non fictional storyline.So,dont take too seriouse about it ok people!!!Now,why CHARLIE?
As far as i remember,we were strangers with only exchanging smilles and looks.To be frank,we actually had "known"each other for a few moments in certain times and days in a week or a month..ok..few months!!wow,sounds confusing here,arent we?We never talked nor have a real cup of coffee together.But,we do communicate thru our smiles and the way he look..(awwwwww)@~@..hehe..pretty sounds weird or maybe naughty here,but heck,as i say,this is just another chapter in everyone journeys right??not only happen to me!
Then,we dint seen each other for nearly 2 months and i do miss him a lot.I was wondering if he do still remember me or had he forgotten about me..A lot of things come to my mind for few months about him..wondering whats his name..and his personality..makes me ponder a lot and i find it,sometimes,that why i ask too much question and most of the question is all about HIM!!?The most headache question is"AM I FALLING TO HIM????"now,that is out of my mind!i mean,come on!IN LOVE WITH A STRANGER????????YOU'VE GOT TO BE CRAZY!!
Well,surprisingly,we eventually meet again(nah,not going to tell you when and how..)hihihi...and this time,we're not ony exchanging smiles and looks..but,our phone numbers as well!!!OMG!!!!!!!Honestly,i am so happy and thrilled,because i thought he would forgotten bout me..i mean,when he look at me,those eyes of him is full of question..i might be wrong..but i know he is when he did actually told me that he was wondering am i the girl that sit in the corner and ...(the rest is private and confidential)..fulamak,konon!!!hahah!
Its been awhile now,and its kinda complicated how i should explain our"relationship"is..(yeah,we are together..)but,its hard for us,in term of..oh well,as i say,really hard to explain..ill put it this way,maybe for some who knew bout this,we call it"forbidden love"...oopss..sounds traumatised and crucial huh??well,we do really develope our muture likings to love now,slowly(i hope)..and there are actually a lot circumtances that we have to deal and face it(sooner or later)..oh,makes me pening kepala when i think about it..
Anyway,about his personality..this is what i have to say..
C-CHARMING
H-HUMOUR
A-ASTONISHING
R-RELIABLE
L-LOVING
I-INDEPENDANT
E-ENTHUASISME
I like his everything,especially the way he makes me laugh and those stupid jokes that really sounds ridicoulas!!haha!He is full of energy and he charms in every moves he made..he got the vibes and hypes..he knows how to deal with certain things.he is sexy in his own way,he is a bit childish in a man"s body,he ease me thru his hug when i feel down or im sad(even i dint told him)..he is hardworking,very ethuasists in whats his doing,the passion he put and the effort he shows(even thou its damn tiring!).sometimes i feel so heart wreaching when seeing him been so tired and yet need to do what he supposed to do..
Anyway,i know he doesnt have a choice,and i understand he try his best to be with me.Its so hard for him to be in the middle sometimes,as well as i too.You know,its just like"ROMEO AND JULIET"...but,this is much much more than that..
All in all,im waiting for a miricle happen to us~and wish the best for him.Pray that his dreams will come true.Afterall,he is my bass guitarist sweetheart..i love him for who he is,not what he is,and my sincere blessings and prayers always goes to him..

THE HOT STUFF.

This is what i think,or,my point of view..

1.Look into a woman's eyes-Thats a simple but HOT steps that will make us tremble if you do that guys!!
2.Guys smiling at us(especially when your on stage playing with a band..) -Thats HOT!!
3.Girls,we do feel HOT when we flaunt our hair and walk confidently in the public right??with a nice dress or smart attire,high heels,your fave frangrance on~need i say more???
4.Guys,youre HOT when your TALL AND HUNKY!!(duhh..as i say,that is my opinion..)
5.Girls,we are HOT when we know GUYS looking at us,especially on the dancefloor!!
6.CHOCOLATE is HOT!so does WINE and having a nice spa together..
7.Guys,do you know that we do find you extremly HOT when you can cook or helping us a bit in the household and seeing you sweat???..and just wear nothing but only a short!!!!(ok,ok,just kidding.hihi)
8.Girls are really HOT with a sexy nightdress during our bedtime,dont we girls???
9.A naughty pillow fight(sort of)is HOT ~when you realise your man,actually have a 'childish side'when he play with you!!
10.Last but not least~FRENCH KISS IS DAMN HOT!!!(only with the person you love of course.)

Well,i REPEAT~This is my opinion ONLY!~

5 HOURS VALENTINES.

..The time is 10pm,suddenly my sony ericsson rang."Hi,Mel.Im downstairs now.You can come out now".
"ok"i replied as i took my hand bag and press the lift and went to the lobby.
There he was,standing there with a smile in his face.."gosh,since when he become that CHARMING???"This is what my first thought when i saw him that night.
"Hey,you wouldnt mind if we take a taxi?will you still going out with me if i take you out with a taxi?"I was stunned when he asked me this!"WHY NOT??"and i can see his eyes really brighten up..
So,we went to the local club..had drinks and listen to the band singing..we chat and exchange stupid jokes and we laughed..like any couples in the club,we were not lovers,not even couples.He is just a mutual friend of mine,and we were being introduced few months back by my friend.He is a tall guy,tan skin with a clean cut image.He is certainly the guy- next-door that you really like to hang out with.
As the music goes,we were like being in love..we dance slightly,just a slow move, we were too immersed looking at each other eyes to realise its not a sentimental song the band is playing.Then all of sudden,i can feel a warmth touch around my waist,he hug me and we dance while looking at each other eyes and smile.It was a wonderful moment at that point,we barely talk.We've been silent throughout that time...We communicate thru our eyes and seems like the exchanging of our smiles make the whole atmosphere feel even more calm,nice and romantic.A world just between me and him-and no one else.
...'happy valentines day,people!!!!"while the DJ wished everyone in the club,he tilt up my head...and that was the most beautiful kiss in my whole life..
"HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.."he converse it in chinese..we smiled at each other..the time is 2.30am.The club is going to close,and i realise we dance and celebrate our first time valentines day till the club is close!
He,a plain man with a charming smile.Doesnt even have a car by his own,took me for a beautiful date on this day with a TAXI~Is still not my boyfriend nor we are couples.We remain friends as he will be going off to another part of this world to continue his studies..Even we have the mutual likings for each other since the first day we've met,but it seems that destiny is yet to make us into one.Well,time will tell.
As for that night,it was a memorable sweet and romantic valentines,even thou its only a short while,but,i will remember that for all of my life~AFTER ALL,HE WAS MY 5 HOURS VALENTINO..

TO BE AN ARTIST

I like to perform since i was a little,be it in singing or dancing.I can say that,performing is part of my life and i live my life for that.Well,long before i know and realise WHAT I WANT TO BE,i was actually dont have the GUTS to step out and make my dreams come true.My journey for 6 years(again,this is before i decided to step out)as a hairstylist,netherless to say,i learned to know certain type of things that indirectly bring the good and the bad effects in my life.Even i do know and realise that i do actually wasted my dreams for 6 years,BUT,the journey that ive been thru for the past 6 years was really a mixture of happiness as well as bitterness to me.And it makes me stronger and grew up to be in more control of myself,especially in making a decision;judgement on peoples views and the way we should love and being loved in community.Hence,its a more than a lesson taught to me rather than just a plain "girl-next-door"story..
I was never been apart from my arts and performance,be it on singing,dancing,drama,debating,public speaking,short drama,story telling,poems,several beauty pagents and even been invited to ASTRO chinese talk show 3 years back!Well,its not only the terrific experience i had but also i learn a lot from these exposure.From catwalking to how to carry yourself like an elegant lady,the arts of communication,when you should keep quite when you have to and when to voice out.PSSSSTTTTT-ITS A GIRL'S THING!!you know what im saying??please dont get me wrong,its not all about gossiping or talking bout someones back!What i meant is,as a woman,we should know how to carry ourself confidently,as an elegant,charming,up to date lady!!Especially in this era!
As an aspiring artist,looks is just another subject,which can only help us or push us just for a certain level.Sadly to say that its still a major concern to the local industry here(i might be wrong,please pardon me if i do)but i believe that to be on the top and really be different from others,or to survive in this industry.You're not only need to be different BUT also be"knowledgeable and also presentable"an ALL ASPECTS in this industry,and it takes a lot of DICIPLINE,DETERMINATION AND SACRIFICE to reach your dreams.Even its not a Gurantee that you will be on top.But hey,at least you had tried your very very best.(OR DO YOU???)I find a lot of young people especially give too much excuses(which i also used to be once upon a time in china!!hahah!!)So,if you ask me who am i just to give advises since im just a "nothing or nobody"now,i would say
that,because i learn my mistakes,wasted my 6 long years and dont have the guts to step my first foot out in this line.I hope my experience will tell you indirectly that you shouldt be afraid to step forward,to be what you want to be.Go for the strive and be brave enough to experince the road.It will help you in buliding yourself esteem and dont let other people or afraid of what will your surrondings say about you-they will not give you YOUR FUTURE.BUY YOU HOUSE OR GIVE YOU MONEY!YOU DECIDE YOUR OWN FUTURE.Stay away from people that give you a shrug when you said you want to be an artist-cause it wont help you to acheived what your desire.Some people tend to say this"what???!!!aiyo,industry line ha???be an artist ha??dont want lah,,not good one leh.."My friend,its not the entertaiment industry that makes a person bad BUT its oneself ATTITUDE!!If you know how to carry yourself well,nothing will happen..even if it does,what do you care??get what i meant?
So,to all my insipirng artist wannabe friends.DONT GIVE UP!!LETS DO IT TOGETHER!!GAMBATEH!!!

MY OLD GRANDAD

This is my darling grandad.He was a japanese second world war survivor and still have the red marks on his lower abdominal left by those japanese.And he doesnt look like a 87 year old grandpa,huh?
My kong kong(means grandpa in Hokkien) used to be a cook during the japanese time and he still know how to cook,on his own,till this day!!!Of course,just a simplier dish now compare to those golden years.When i went back and visit him this year during chinese new year,i looked at him very CAREFULLY and really STARE at him!Hahaha!
"Why you look at me like that ar?..."as he smiles at me..
"Nie ar,how old are you now ha?kong kong forgotten liao lah.Last time i
remember you were still wearing the school uniforms ar..with your specs and
short hair.....How come you grow so fast ha??"You can see his face full of question and at the same time you can see his smile with satisfactions.As if he is pleased with something..And i just know what he is happy about.
"Ah kong,im old enough to be a mother loh!Maybe you can become a great grand
pa dy loh!Good also ma i grow up this fast...ah kong,you want to see me married
early ha???"
You can hear the house echoed with my darling ah kong's laugh and this is what he told me,that i will always remember...
......................."Nie ar,ah kong would prefer you to stay single rather than you being unhappy marry to some scumbag.."...as he look straight to my eyes.
"I would not die in peace if somebody treats my baby ah nie like a trash..Promise
me that you will be always wise and open your eyes wide enough before you decide
to get married ok.."
Ah kong,your words of love and concern will always stays on my mind...Dont worry about it...Love you..

YOUNG AND DANGEROUSE.

Why i choose this topic?well,as we grew older and older,we do certainly look back in those days when we were young.i mean,REALLY YOUNG!Dont get me wrong here.Well,lets start with during my childhood days.I was quite a tomboy,being the only girl in the clan(before all my little cousin girl s were born),i used to climbed those rambutan trees and be a monkey!I mean,a REAL MONKEY!How??Let say,you climb one of the branches and hanging upside down and swing!Its true!I can do that back then!!Hahahaha!!You can just imagine how my late grandmother will chasing me and try to wheck me when she finds out.
The other incident that i still remember when i was a kid is another DARING AND DANGEROUSE one.You see,i like"baby chicken"(thats what i call them..hehe)since i was small,they are very soft,adorable and innocent.Before i start my kindergarden school,i sometimes will follow and help my late grandmother to her farm.Watch her how she plant her veges,feed her chickens.etc.Its a "farm-cum-forest paradise"to me.So,indirectly,this will also lead those monitor lizards(biawak),wild cats,phytons,squirrels to enter my grandmother's kingdom!We will know if those chicken is in danger,they will make a strange sounds.So,one day,they did make a strange sounds in the early evening.Without any fears.i went and have a look.And there is this big monitor lizard swallowing my baby chickens!!!!!Can you just imagine how mad am i at that time??!!So i took a parang and chased that stupid killer!He ran and ran(so does my grandmom after she saw me took the parang-she got shock actually.)Guess what happen?I throw my parang at him(coz its quite a distant between us)and.....it did HIT THAT STUPID LIZARD JUST RIGHT ABOVE HIS NECK!!And of course he did try to run away(told you this is a STUPID LIZARD).Then,it is my late grandmother that use her own parang to chop his head off(with my poor baby chicken still on his mouth).AGAIN,my late grandmother was too shock to see what happen,not because of the monitor lizard BUT because of ME,chasing a big biawak while holding a parang and yet throw the parang at the lizard and it flew and hit its neck...!!!HAHAHAHAH~~
Well,these is just some of the"YOUNG AND DANGEROUSE"part that ive been thru during my younger childhood days.Thats why i have a lot of scars all over my body.HEHEHEHE.But above all the memories i have,the one that i still miss and treasure most is my LATE GRANDMOTHER,MDM.WONG SIE SWAN....AMAH,I MISS YOU A LOT...

MOTHER'S WARMTH TOUCH

MUM'S LOVE.

This picture was taken when i went to LIMBAWANG,SABAH,having a holiday with my family.Its been whole 7 years since i left my hometown,everytime i came back,i see my parents getting older and older...Im very much"manja"with my mum,even till now,we will held our hands everywhere we go.And everytime at the airport when i want to come back to KL,there surely have choking tears and long hugs from my family,especially my mum.
......"Take care of yourself ha,dont sakit sakit(get sick)again ha.Be careful whenever and whatever youre doing."......This is what my mum will always advice me..She will always call me"ANGEL"whenever sms-ing me.And makes my heart melt whenever she call me that,because i used to be a rascal once.haha!But i guess you learn your lessons and people do change huh?For those who have their own problems with your parents,just a piece of advice from me.DO NOT ABONDENT THEM,EVEN HOW HARSH THEIR ADVICE IS,BECAUSE SOMETIMES THEY NEED TO BE CRUEL IN ORDER TO BE NICE ON YOU.This is what had i experienced.Parents wont be at your side forever.Hold their hands while you have the chance...